Musicians in Trouble

....and then there were none. 

 The days of children picking up an instrument at an early age are slowly waning. I am not talking about band or the child who teaches themselves on the electric or acoustic guitar because they want to teach themselves from YouTube videos how to play like Eddie Van Halen or Hendrix. I am talking about the violin, viola, cello, bass or even the piano. 

When I was a child and picked up the violin in the later 60s, there were so many children who played in school orchestra that the program was at capacity every year. We were able to find an instrument of our choice quite easily and cheaply. Lessons were given at a very reasonable price and the added expense did not alter our standard of living(which was low to begin with at times). 

But over the years, at least here in the U.S., the cost to a parent to be able to afford an instrument, pay for private lessons and keep their child interested has seriously declined. Sure, there are some things that we just cannot control and one of them is the advent and soaring popularity of electronics. Most every child has a PlayStation or x-box and at roughly $20 a month subscription, they can have fun and play with their friends online at the drop of a hat. FAR cheaper then it would cost to rent a violin and to take lessons, not to mention paying for music camps, joining a community orchestra and paying for lessons.

This post is not to diminish a teachers role in charging for lessons. I get it! They spent exorbitant money to get a degree in music and need to earn a living as well...I truly get it! But that does not mean that 'different times require different measures' if we are going to keep music alive and orchestras sustainable. 

Private lessons cost anywhere from $45 an hour up to, and beyond, $100 an hour. There aren't many families that can afford that. Let me give you an example of what I am trying to say. I am a chef. If it cost me $30,000 to get a culinary degree and if I were going to use the same logic, I would charge $75 an hour because "I have to pay for my education". Noooo, that is now how it works. I go into my chosen field knowing that it is going to take years to pay it back and I would have to work and get paid no different than any other career. I do what I can in my chosen field. I don't think to myself I am any better then the chef who worked their way up the ladder the hard way to become a chef. 

Over the past couple of years, my 13 year old violinist son and I have reached out numerous times to help those families whose child wants to play an instrument but simply cannot afford it. We have offered to teach them free of charge for the first number of months to make sure their child is seriously interested. Not only does this help a family's financial burden but this offer also helps a child learn with another child(my son) and in turn, makes it more interesting and fun instead of sitting in your room at home practicing by yourself. THAT is boring and not very conducive in fostering attention or interest. I am with my son at every home practice. Even it I were not a violinist, I would still sit down with him every day and do everything I could to make him feel as though his practice was not only important, but he was doing a great job.

I will never forget a former teacher of his who came highly recommended. He was loving her for a while then all of the sudden, on week, he came out of practice and I could tell he was saddened about something. I mean he looks really upset. I found out why. His teacher came out with him and her first words were "I did not see any improvement this week at all". I just didn't know what to say. Is she kidding me? Nope, those were her exact words...at right in front of Thomas. I was upset to the point of wanting to say something to her but I did not. He has practices at least 2 hours a day for 6 days a week and just because he did not show improvement that one week, she needs to make sure he hears her say that to me? Tell him what he improved on rather than embarrass him like that. Within a week we found a new teacher and she has been so positive for his growth and are still with her today. 

Our offer of free lessons has been accepted numerous times but have not continued for a variety of reasons, some beyond a family's control while others saying negative things about the schools music teacher and the added expense of a violin.  The one good thing is you can rent a violin at a very very reasonable price from your local music shop. There are schools that also have instruments that belong to the school as well and you can use them free of charge. This is a great beginning but I am afraid that is where kindness ends many times. I have seen time and time again where the stringed players are mixed in with band members, first year string players are practicing with multi-year brass players and the complete lack of attention from the band/string teacher in order to foster a childs interest in strings. Now if this were decades ago, I would understand because there were literally dozens and dozens of students playing instruments but today(at least in the district my son attends), there are under a dozen. 

Community youth orchestra's are declining at a rapid pace, worse then school orchestras. You would not believe how many students have no idea about the local community orchestra because it is not offered by their teacher at school. Every music teacher worth their weight should be telling every music student about their community orchestra. For example, here in Bangor, Maine. Every school district in the surrounding areas who have a music program should be telling them about the Bangor Symphony's Youth Orchestra's. There are 3 of them at varying levels of discipline, from the very beginner to the more advanced. Yet after speaking to parents, they had no idea. Shameful!!!!

Now having said that, the cost of joining a community orchestra, such as the BSYO is very very agreeable to many families. There are even scholarships and help with the expense. Kudo's to them for providing this but if students and children do not know about it, what good does it do? The only thing I would change about the BSYO is to put a crazy amount of effort into reaching out to each and every school orchestra and band....before it is too late. The cost would be minimal but so well worth that minute cost and effort. There is no reason(if a music teacher is truly a lover of music and wants it to continue) each and every music teacher does not talk to the school children about this. They should work as hard as the student to foster growth and excitement. In just the past 10 years, many youth orchestra's are not even close to the numbers once seen. And please don't give me the Covid excuse because that is just what it is, an excuse.

I understand that in many foreign countries, there are programs set up to help parents with the cost of getting their child to play an instrument. It is a shame that we don't see something like that here in the U.S..

To put this all in a nutshell, we need to change with the times if we truly love music and we are in it for the devotion to our craft and the future of it. 

Lets make it affordable for young people.

Let's get the word out to every single school and tell students there are more opportunities for them outside the school.

Let's get school music teachers to actually help encourage students to "spread their wings".

Let's get the community involved in the child musicians. If half the effort went into this as it does with the adult pro's, you will be ensuring future orchestra's are full of talented musicians. 

We need private teachers to offer reduced or even free lessons to just 1 student. Come on, giving 1 hour a week to a student in need would make such a difference. If my 13 year old and I can do it, anyone can. 

If you are a teacher, give a little, you will get so much more back. 

If you are business owner or one who could help a child, consider sponsoring a child fora just one year in the BSYO. It costs just $300 for 2 seasons and boy oh boy, will that make a difference.

Something needs to be done because if not, this decline will continue and it truly will not be long before more youth orchestra's will shut down or have to increase their costs simply because of lack of enrollment. And this lack of enrollment was something that could have been avoided in the first place.

Such simple steps but above all, change with the times people. 

We are STILL Bullying!

 I have been meaning to write a blog post about this for a very long time, which is a travesty to begin with because this behavior seems to be getting worse. I honestly thought that people were more aware now then in the past with regards to bullying, of any type and have learned some empathy. But because of all the drama that continues to unfold online on various social platforms as well as a daily 'news item' on unbecoming behaviors, my voice will have little to no impact. 

I remember the days when I was a child just barely older than my current youngest son and the trauma, humiliation and torment I went through being bullied. If I did not comply with the thoughts and demands from my "abusers"(for a lack of a better term for all those who bullied me), I would not only widely ridiculed but mocked and picked on even more. If the person bullying me told me to agree with them about something, I was persecuted even more. Only when I agreed that he/she was "the toughest" or to outwardly believe in whatever they said, was the persecution eased somewhat. But if I did meekly agree and say or do what they said, it would just bring bullying tactics by them even more frequently as well as a mob mentality. If another friend of the person who bullied me heard that I could be 'coerced' or 'frightened to agree with them', then that would bring yet another bullier to take advantage of me. 

The ONLY way I was able to crawl out from underneath that cloak of agony and suffering was to stand up for myself. I learned to box and the very moment I learned self defense(that is why I will always think of my trainer Cal Ware with adoration) the torment completely and utterly stopped. 

I never had to 'believe' in what others said or believed. I could disagree with their ideas and  actions without the fear of retribution of any kind. I wasn't called names anymore. I wasn't hassled in any respect because of my opinions or disagreements. I think when people knew that I wasn't going to stand for it anymore yet I STILL respected their ideology and opinions(no matter how absurd they were), I was treated with the same respect.

UNTIL........the time we are living in now. 

It is off the wall how people are hiding behind their keyboards now while they obliterate those who think differently. This is called RELATIONAL(or even cyber) BULLYING.  I have never seen the amount of bullying that is happening today before. You can argue the point that it is not considered bullying all you want, but the bottom line is that it is exactly that...bullying. I even have to shut off comments on my 13 year old sons youtube channel because actual adults will get on there and simply lambast him if he gets notes wrong, his tempo is different then theirs or a host of reasons. 

An example of which I recently encountered. Albeit slight and minimal, it goes to show the mindset of someone who disagrees with your point of view today. A couple days ago, I posted a question. Very innocent, but still JUST a question. I asked what the the fervor over the eclipse was because I though I was missing something I had no knowledge of. It was just not so important to me so I asked if there was something special that I was unaware of regarding the eclipse. I friend of mine, within a day, had posted on her timeline somthing to the effect of 'some people are so ill-informed and spend way too much time posting memes and spending hours a day online instead of educating themselves about the eclipse. In other words, I must have been "not very bright". I did not respond because I had a choice. Do I begin an argument and 'fight back' with words or do I easily just skip on by and unfriend her? Naturally I took the high road because I, alone, create the atmosphere in which I think. I can ask questions all day long if I so chose. So to ridicule someone for asking questions ....I don't need to harp on that triviality now do I?

I have been right down the middle when it comes to politics. There are obvious flaws in all parties and once in a while I will post a meme that pokes fun at both candidates. But I have NEVER bullied anyone to believe the way I do about anything. I have never resorted to name calling just because someone does not think the same way I do. I have never said someone is any nasty adjective because of who they vote for. I have never pressured someone to do or say something because that is what I want them to do. 

Is it because I was bullied for such a long time and realize how hurtful it is and the damage it causes? Is it because I learned that 2 rocks thrown at each other does not advance trajectory? Maybe. 

I tell my son so often(which should be a dead give-a-way of the times we are in) that "Not everyone has to believe the way you do nor do you need to believe the way they do." BUT, we don't mock, ridicule or bully those who think differently! Every single day he sees and hears adults act like schoolyard bullies or that the world revolves around them. Everyday he sees and hears people who try to force their beliefs on others. And if these "others" don't respond the way these people want, they are called names or tormented either online or in person.

There has been times when I have had to tell my son NOT to respond to someone who is saying nasty things. "Just walk away" as my father drilled into my head when I was his age. Sage advice. Stress kills and because I learned just how stressful, non-ending, non-resolving and non-learning these bullying tactics can be, it is simply best to remove yourself from the situation and "enjoy who you are!" Let everyone else be upset and mad their entire lives. 

And it is not just politics. If you live differently then others(your lifestyle choices) you should not be bullied either. This is called PREJUCIAL BULLYING. Live how YOU want to live.

But if you are tormented in any manner because of your lifestyle, simply walk away.... if you can. Speak to someone about what is happening. Do what you can to stay level headed and content with who you are. Those people who are bullying you have no right to try and change you to "their side" simply because they think they can dictate how YOU should live. But understand that the same principles extend to everyone. I could never call people names because they don't live my lifestyle.  I can honestly say I am your friend regardless of how you live your lifestyle and would not be mad at you because of it. Treat me with the same respect. 

We ALL need to respect each others decisions, not just one side. That is what created conflict and absolutely nothing will change or get better. You simply cannot legislate morality as much as we may want to. There will always be those who lash out, bully, torment in some fashion or disagree with you. There will always be people that are just plain mean, nasty, horrible or cruel. You honestly have to learn to be happy yourself. 

Sure bullying is just plain wrong! We can all agree on that! But it is still not illegal. We can all say it should be...absolutely! But it is not. So we need to take our own personal steps to keep it from ruining our lives in any manner. 

Do what you can to facilitate change but do it responsibly. 

I end my diatribe by acknowledging that there will be those who will disagree with me on how to handle certain obstacles. And that is perfectly fine! That is where conversation begins. 

5 Months Without A Post

 I have never gone this long without posting something and the guilt finally caught up with me.  Even though I should be out in the woods getting next years wood cut, deep cleaning the entire house as I do every year(usually right after Christmas though) and painting what needs to be painted around the house, I opted to spend most of my free time with my son Thomas in his quest to become the best violinist in the world....at least in Maine to start. 

His work load is incredible but he never complains. I think because he would get bored practicing simply 1 or 2 pieces over and over again. Plus add onto that, his homework in which he needs constant help with and the fact that I have spoiled him with regards to practice. He has never practiced by himself, I have always been there right next to him to help him with his mistakes. Granted, he gets upset with me a lot because I will have him repeat certain bars over and over again or continuously make sure his pinky is down, his knuckles are flexible in his bowing hand and he sits up correctly but honestly, he would not have it any other way nor would I.

Over the past few months of my hiatus from this blog, Thomas has taken over the concert master position with the Bangor Symphony Youth Orchestra Prelude division. We think this may be his last season with the prelude because at the same time he is playing with the prelude, his teacher and conductor(one and the same lady)has placed him with the "big kids" Philharmonic orchestra. As kind of a send off from the prelude, he is going to be playing his very first "professional" solo in April with the orchestra back up. He is so excited. He has also been selected to have a master class with the Bangor Symphony Orchestra's concert master in April as well as being invited to perform at the BSO's Soiree, I believe sometime in April as well. This is their biggest fund raising event and includes some of the most prestigious violinists all joining in to raise money for the BSO.

Thomas is also getting ready for another competition in April at the Bay Chamber Music School in April. His teacher hasn't decided which piece to play with Meditation by Massanet. It will either be the 3d movement of Summer by Vivaldi or the first movement of Winter, also by Vivaldi, his favorite composer. 

I urge you to subscribe to his youtube channel because it means a lot to him to see his subs climbing, however slow it does. It is uplifting for him and gives him a sense of purpose. I can see every now and again, he is not as dedicated or enthusiastic playing the violin, but that happens to most of us at one time or another. It doesn't help that from the very first day of his Christmas vacation from school, around the 20th of December, until this morning, he has been sick. He had a bout with covid and then I think he had some type of RSV, progressing to an ear infection. He is still having wicked difficulty in hearing, can't taste food still and his sense of smell is negligible. Poor kid.

One of his highlights this past half year was having his great great aunt Marion watch him play as concert master for the very first time. He was so excited. She is 96 years young and simply adores Thomas, and the feeling is quite mutual. He played a concert at the home she resides in and was given a very hot reception after. He nailed it and you should have seen how proud his aunt Marion was, as I was as well. We are hoping she will attend his very first solo in a couple months as well.

 He was equally excited to have his "pretty"(his own words, LOL)cousin Sage attend along with his cousin Carole, who has been so supportive of Thomas since day one. 

Below find his youtube channel. We turned off comments because, as everyone know by now, there are always bad apples in the barrel and even adults can't stop themselves from being rude. We don't mind criticism, but many adults have taken it wayyyyy over the top, which is so childish. I could NEVER in a million years degrade a child for any reason.

                                             https://www.youtube.com/@6thgenviolinist383

Just a short of Thomas warming up...Not bad for under 4 years of playing I must say.